I screwed my astronomy paper today D':

Quoted:

有人因为年纪轻轻得以周游列国，

並为自己在好些国家短居過，

言语间流露出优越感。

听著 听著，

豁然明白，

看过再辽阔的天地，

不代表有助打开心域：

收集风景与见闻，

和收集物质 名牌，

本质里的虛荣都是一样的。

Lemon-watever-it-is.

经过了忐忑不安的一个周末

lemon事件（pls refer to this if you do not know what it is.)终于有了结果

校方代表今早用极致冷酷的语调打电话通知我，

“现在给你两条路走，

一就是接受现在2nd phase的这个offer，

二就是你可以退出这个professional attachment的计划，以私人名义去接受RBS的offer。

也就是说不会计分，也无法给与official的5个学分，

请正午之前给我回复。” 

算你狠。f***

这个aunty真的很可恨

态度那么差

又不是我做错什么

而且还整个monotone，一点情绪都没有，真是冷酷到家

所以很明显的无论是哪一条路都是非常难下的抉择

如果选择小公司的话，

可以clear掉5个aus，

那么我的final year就可以少拿两个subjects，

而且假期的住宿也不会有问题。

如果选择RBS，

同理final year就要拿多两个subjects，

虽然说多不多说少不少，

但是如果没有这两科也的确是少了个负担；

再者，因为如果不列入学校的official academic programme，

假期拿到hall的几率是少之又少。

anyway，其实我已经replied了双方人马，说那么多也没用。

为了长期着想，我还是接受了RBS的offer，

当然上天是公平的，

没有任何事情会事事顺心，

既然做了选择，事情带来的甜和苦不管怎样都还是要承担下来啦。

所以证明有时候真的是塞翁失马，

麻烦有些人啊，

不要一直在我背后讲我zomo酱好运拿到两个offer阿。

是好是坏不到最后真的无法定夺。

天降大任于斯人，必先苦其心志，劳其胫骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身。

然后知生于忧患，死于安乐阿。

这样安慰自己就好过一点了。

所以拉，给那些还没找到工作的朋友，

自己要争气啊，机会是自己争取的，然后也不要太在乎得失就是了。

传到桥头自然直呗。

Lemonade VS Lemon cake??

Hello everyone :)

FYI i just received an offer from Royal Bank of Scotland to do my professional attachment on tuesday

I was in an extremely high spirit when i got the confirmation 

as you know RBS is so huge altho it was badly affected by the global financial crisis

but i still believe that by joining them will make a great impact on my future career path..

especially they said that there is a probability of 70% and above that their interns will secure a job at RBS after their graduation..

I know I am super lucky to get the chance, as they normally will request for those who have better academic performances

and yest i have received another offer from another company (a relatively smaller in size one)

i cant believe in my luck cos the 2nd offer is randomly matched by computer system

and there are still a numbers of my coursemates who havent been offered any internship positions yet

and they are most probably wont be getting any as all the positions have been given out..

so it's very lucky of me tat can have 2 offers on hand

anyway i knew tat things wont go so smoothly 

by right i shud be allocated to the phase 1 company which is RBS and my allocation under phase 2 which is the 2nd offer will be invalidated automatically

but now there are too many miscommunication between the RBS authority and my sch 

as a result i might be force to give up the RBS offer and to take the 2nd offer instead

omg this is so not make sense

and i hv talked to one of the officers in Career Attachment Office today

they seem like have some conflict with RBS authority

and i hope they wont turn it on me

otherwise it will be totally unfair

as the lovely bf said to me: when life throws lemon to u, make lemonade. when life throws lemons to you, make lemon cake.

"it's not making sense. cos you will still need flour to make a cake"

then go and get the flour yourself.life wont provide you with all the ingredients.

yupp.so tat's it. i will fight for my flour no matter how! haha! i will go career office everyday and fight for the justice and my future!!山不来就我，我去就山！！ wish me luck!! 

hello晨之美

有什么能比在倾盆大雨的早晨呢来个热水澡再来一碗热腾腾的汤面加大杯牛奶来得快活呢 :)

人可以为他的失败找一百个藉口，但是成功的道路只有一条，就是努力，努力，努力.

Good morning world :)

it's monday again :(

having a blue mood as usual, but the weather is super fine which make it a bit brighter

spent the entire past weekend with friends,

had 2 continuous tuition classes on sat which took ard 5 hours, super tired /.\

for unknown reason i was a little bit distracted and couldnt fully commited during the classes becos i saw my sec 1 tuitee is using a nokia e71 -_____-''

and den i kept playing with the phone and ignoring my student tsk tsk

and there was a Malaysian alumni dinner on tat day,

as i promised justin fattylake earlier ago that to be his stage subcomm, so i went to the nanyang audi straight off the clses ended.

a bit regreted to offer the help.aiks.

the rehearsal had been carried out for like 3 hrs and it sucked. can clearly see that the comm wasnt prepared well enuf :/

plus i got no much things to do so it was kinda wasting my time.


i charge this to tat fatty's account.


first claimed tat i will not need to do anything yet can hv a $25+ dinner for free to tempt me,


after i said yes den he changed the statement to mayb just need to do the adjustment of condensor,


later the dinner was downgraded to $15,


one night b4 the actual event i was told tat been assigned to dress up properly and to receive those special guest blah blah blah


turned out all those guests at the dinner were like starved for days and nth much left behind for helpers


i only had literally few slides of green pepper and cucumber and 2 cups of lemonade.


anyway the food stinked also larrr


not to mention that i was required to hold my back extremely straight while wearing a super high heel


even got my legs cramped D':


but all these things didnt bother me anymore after the cute choir boy from my spanish cls showed up ♥_______♥






later had a very sinful gossip session with the final old folks along the way back to hall -___-''


i think there is a very high probability tat i will go down straight to hell after i die :S

gossip too much i guess :p 


before i called it a day old folks and i watched the latest xing guang da dao VI together at ck's room


the theme of this ep is "歌中剧"


super impressed by the performance of this gal!!!!


darn touching larr i even cried for this


her acting was freaking persuasive especially at the beginning of the 2nd clip "好啊"


must watch the 2 clips down here lar wey!


















fyi i finally got my new phone :DD


of course it's lolipop and it's pink *wink wink*


at first i planned to get a red one but tat color it's only available in jurong point (&*^^$#%


the thing is i was at takashimaya at tat time cos i tot here might hv more options


nvr think of the red one could be so near to me -_____-''


nevermind the pink one is really really really cool enuf for me hehe so i decided to get it on the spot


otherwise still hv to queued for another 2 hours (wondering why the local are so interested/gooood in queueing lols )


i think the lolipop happened to be the best thing to me for the past week as i was having a very bad mood. i still am tho lahhh


but the lollipop and the shopping spree afterward has well comforted me for a little indeed


talking about tat shopping spree


i found tat far east really is a very good place to shop lehh


the stuffs selling there are quite similar to wad they sell at bugis street but definitely it is 10 times less crowded


aiks. i've been spending hard for the past few weeks makes me gotta stuck in office right now


my duty today was from 830 to 1 but den the sa after my shift is not able to come so i was asked to cover for him which made my shift extended to 6pm


tsk spending the entire day in this office only can get the pay that similar to the pay of one tuition cls so siens


but wad to do -___-'' tat's the power of money




overall the weekend wasnt not too bad


and i think i hv done here larr cos lunch time it is now yeahh!


hungry thirsty piak piak


jigalagapiyapiya BYE!!

i think the reason why ppl keep acting like a jackass it's because they are one.

最可悲的情况莫过于有男朋友却又没有男朋友。

你不知道是不是只有你一个人在可笑地信守承诺。

P.S.: 没有人会喜欢被当作呼之则来挥之则去的对象。你要不要也试试看？

♥ L o l i p o p ♥

hola!!

it's been months since my contract expired and i hvn got the chance to recontract yet

cos there are plenty models out there with too many fancy functionalities and fancy appearances tat i cant make up my mind and decide to go for which one 

but i've found my destiny! finally!

it's Lollipop from LG

Taadaaaa :

o m g ! it's very cute rite??

it's been awhile i've not been so excited haha

cant wait to get myself one lahhh

i saw it on the fashion magazine Vivi the other day,

it totally wins my heart ♥ ♥

one special feature is tat you can customize the emoticon design on the LED display yourself!!

sooo cooooooooool wey

2nd, it can be flipped to silent :/ haha

for most of the times i dun like answering calls (especially i'm still on my bed hehe :p)

with lollipop i can just flip it over and let the back side facing me den it will automatically switch to silent mode lehh

so convenient for me to ignoring those incoming calls :s haha

jinfa's comment on this function is tat how am i gonna answer the call when it's put in the bag and i swing here swing there and so the phone flip here flip there?

urrhmm..hvn tot about tat yet..will try to figure it out some other day hahass

okayy another main reason i want to get this phone is the THEME!!

u seeeeeeeee

cute dao max lohhh!!

♥___________________♥

aikss i m now keep persuading myself tat it's worth to buy 

cos the price is same as nokia e71's D':

and seems like everyone ard me prefers e71 to lollipop

obviously e71 has better functionality lahh

but for me as long it can text can call den will do i guess

plus i've already got an itouch

despite my sis said LG phones suck 

despite my frens all said it looks very childish

i think i m still gonna opt for it haha ^______________^

keen to get it a.s.a.p.

hvn decided to go for which colors tho

hoping pink/red are available in singtel shop *cross fingers*

guess i will go to recontract on sunday but scare tat i will be too kiasu and rush to do it tmr after my tuition sessions -___-''

i had a big surprise today :D

it's friday so i jio cheebeng jinfa fatyong xiaopei for dinner at jurong point

we couldnt make our decision among kfc, carl's jr, ajisen and ding tai fung so we ultimately went to Pepper Lunch (wad the :s )

my order was salmon set meal with additional cheese and egg 

and the taste was hella gooooooooooood!!!!!

why was today only be the FIRST time i had it since i've been to sg for 3 yrs????!!!!

everytime i pass by pepper lunch to go to  ajisen and i nvr had a second thought to dine at there arrrgghhhhh

issshhh it's really really nice lahh

should hv had it earlier D':

anyway i've decided to hv it once a week to make up my loss hahahahahaha

ok think i m pretty much done here 

a hectic fresh start hahahaha

** a d i o s **

¡ H o l a ! N e w B l o g

hello everyone :)

似乎很久没有update我的blog了

然后一update就换新的blog是...

anyway，wretch真的令我无法继续忍受下去，

每一次log in想要写些什么的时候就会让那个theme弄到打退堂鼓。

所以还是把心一横换个地方来个fresh start~！

我还记得在wretch的第一篇，

写的好像是去KL的nottingham考察然后在山里面迷路之类的。

噹啷一千多个日子过去了，

回想起来你是夜陪我走过不少时光的，

okay在这里悼念你5秒. . . . .

5秒过去了，ok接下来就是fresh start fresh start！ ！

F r e s h  S t a r t ! ! !