hellow december :)

yewhoooo 3 papers down ^___________________^ went back to kl couple weeks ago as for my study break. in order to improve my study efficiency I had had to go back there because there are too much temptations in my room.. bed is 2 meters away from study desk, the fastest internet connection of ntu network, tons of junk food stored in the cupboard.. :/

personally think that i've prepared well enough for exam this time hehe. the bf might object tho. :( according to what he said i couldn't have stayed focus for more than half an hour.. my defense is,  although it seemed to like i always goyang-goyang and play with xiaohei but i did study a lot okay!!especially when u off to classes and after you went to bed.. look in depth please  :p

i guess i've done pretty well for the first two papers -- Advanced International Finance and Money & Banking :) but the truth is, after 3 years in ntu i still suck in time management!!! i always being too relax at the beginning and spend too much time on the first question and then have to rush thru the remaining three :(  issh luckily at the end of the day i still managed to do pretty well tho hehe. as a quote from a friend, "You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. I plan to study not by finding the perfect A, but by seeing a B+ as a perfection."  B+ is the target!!! /fingers cross 8)

6 more days to go before the last paper-Marketing.. it's a open-book exam think i need to swallow the entire text book up..fighting!!!

p.s. i miss xiaohei sooooo much :( at times i watched at those videos of her when i missing her but ended up missing her even more D':

♥ Free Food :]

it's been a very productive week hehehe C:

finally get over my marketing presentations and discussionssssss,

finalized the questionnaire design for my final year project,

done my advance international finance written essay 

half way to finish another money and banking assignment,

only left a singing presentation on next week then i'm presentation&assignment free!! 

woohooo!!i've gotta admire my efficiency :p

had dinner with dancecow舞妞, tapok and juchuan last wednesday

we used to be the HAPPY-WEDNESDAY group(cuz we had dinner tgt every wednesday)

missing our good old days > <

and then when taopok was doing her exchange program in norway juchuan and i became 单飞比较红

okay tat's irrelevant

anyway we had dinner @ billy bombers bugis

it's a american restaurant

the food...hmm. no comments

but i'm pretty sure that i wont visit the restaurant again :$

the dinner was on dancecow and the dessert session after that was on juchuan

good seniors!! and thankiew so much for the free foods hehehe

and besides the free food i had a very good laugh that night :)) ♥

Condolences to my very last long holiday in NTU :(

i am so freakin sad right now arrrgggghh

after my final year report aka fyp meeting with my professor this morning we were told that

no more HOLIDAYS :((((

my groupmates and i are suppose to finish our exam by 23rd of Dec

immediately we have to start collecting 200 sets of pilot survey for our fyp

right after that we have to gather and sort out the data and modify our questionnaire

then collect another 600 sets of survey

so the total would be 800 sets!!!! (going nuts and screaming!!!!!!!!!! :$)

do you think 800 sets of survey is a piece of cake?? 

absolutely not.. cuz the survey suppose to be an one-on-one 15mins long survey!!!

hell knows when can we successfully collect all the data that we need

fortunately we have funds to support our fyp hehehehehhe 

we can recruit and pay surveyors to do the works for us and/or we do it ourself and get paid

that's the only comfort for me right now D':

byebye my christmas/new year/whole january/23rd bdae (running away with tears)

Try to Remember V.S. I Dreamed A Dream

得从下面挑一首出来在全班面前表演

我想到时整个腋下都湿也说不定:$

"Try to Remember"

"I Dreamed a Dream" from musical Les Miserables

short update

话说我今天决定quit facebook 

因为feel到真的严重读不完

亏之前每天摇脚摇得那么爽

现在真的bye了

压力绑住那个脚要踢一下都踢不到

ok其实也没有那么夸张

我只是想描述一下我内心的恐惧感

偶尔还是会不小心陷入昏睡状态

而且今天又youtube掉一个小时

aiks

距离考试还有5天

23，26，27，29，30

我很久没考过那么密集的liao叻

惨惨惨

刚从study room回来

顿时一阵坐立不安

啧 考试真讨厌

前几天还害我梦到我有一个6岁的小孩

ok lar我要继续读书了 D':

MVA EVA EBITDA NOWC NCF NOPAT T^T

现在是清晨6点


我还在死死地盯着lecture recording D':


如果看lecture recording可以像看two and a half men般觉得有趣就好了

Lemon-watever-it-is.

经过了忐忑不安的一个周末

lemon事件（pls refer to this if you do not know what it is.)终于有了结果

校方代表今早用极致冷酷的语调打电话通知我，

“现在给你两条路走，

一就是接受现在2nd phase的这个offer，

二就是你可以退出这个professional attachment的计划，以私人名义去接受RBS的offer。

也就是说不会计分，也无法给与official的5个学分，

请正午之前给我回复。” 

算你狠。f***

这个aunty真的很可恨

态度那么差

又不是我做错什么

而且还整个monotone，一点情绪都没有，真是冷酷到家

所以很明显的无论是哪一条路都是非常难下的抉择

如果选择小公司的话，

可以clear掉5个aus，

那么我的final year就可以少拿两个subjects，

而且假期的住宿也不会有问题。

如果选择RBS，

同理final year就要拿多两个subjects，

虽然说多不多说少不少，

但是如果没有这两科也的确是少了个负担；

再者，因为如果不列入学校的official academic programme，

假期拿到hall的几率是少之又少。

anyway，其实我已经replied了双方人马，说那么多也没用。

为了长期着想，我还是接受了RBS的offer，

当然上天是公平的，

没有任何事情会事事顺心，

既然做了选择，事情带来的甜和苦不管怎样都还是要承担下来啦。

所以证明有时候真的是塞翁失马，

麻烦有些人啊，

不要一直在我背后讲我zomo酱好运拿到两个offer阿。

是好是坏不到最后真的无法定夺。

天降大任于斯人，必先苦其心志，劳其胫骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身。

然后知生于忧患，死于安乐阿。

这样安慰自己就好过一点了。

所以拉，给那些还没找到工作的朋友，

自己要争气啊，机会是自己争取的，然后也不要太在乎得失就是了。

传到桥头自然直呗。

Lemonade VS Lemon cake??

Hello everyone :)

FYI i just received an offer from Royal Bank of Scotland to do my professional attachment on tuesday

I was in an extremely high spirit when i got the confirmation 

as you know RBS is so huge altho it was badly affected by the global financial crisis

but i still believe that by joining them will make a great impact on my future career path..

especially they said that there is a probability of 70% and above that their interns will secure a job at RBS after their graduation..

I know I am super lucky to get the chance, as they normally will request for those who have better academic performances

and yest i have received another offer from another company (a relatively smaller in size one)

i cant believe in my luck cos the 2nd offer is randomly matched by computer system

and there are still a numbers of my coursemates who havent been offered any internship positions yet

and they are most probably wont be getting any as all the positions have been given out..

so it's very lucky of me tat can have 2 offers on hand

anyway i knew tat things wont go so smoothly 

by right i shud be allocated to the phase 1 company which is RBS and my allocation under phase 2 which is the 2nd offer will be invalidated automatically

but now there are too many miscommunication between the RBS authority and my sch 

as a result i might be force to give up the RBS offer and to take the 2nd offer instead

omg this is so not make sense

and i hv talked to one of the officers in Career Attachment Office today

they seem like have some conflict with RBS authority

and i hope they wont turn it on me

otherwise it will be totally unfair

as the lovely bf said to me: when life throws lemon to u, make lemonade. when life throws lemons to you, make lemon cake.

"it's not making sense. cos you will still need flour to make a cake"

then go and get the flour yourself.life wont provide you with all the ingredients.

yupp.so tat's it. i will fight for my flour no matter how! haha! i will go career office everyday and fight for the justice and my future!!山不来就我，我去就山！！ wish me luck!!